Have I been overprotecting my heart for too long that is making me lonely? I was too afraid and am too afraid to admit but my heart flutters. Yes, I admit to myself that I see him as a man. But I have been controlling because I want to guard my heart. I am too scared to be found and hurt.. because even now, it’s too painful to accept that it’s just one-sided.
It’s half past 11 and it’s 25° C here but I feel cold.
Tomorrow, when I see the sunrise, I promise to treat myself warmly.